I brought out the tissues not to long ago and now I'm waiting for Adam. Good God Adam, go with your gut feeling before it's too late! I'm literally beyond words, freaking out a bit here as I hadn't expected this turn of events. As Julian goes through the motions, it just tore my heart out. I didn't think that he would go this far but no one has stopped him before. I'm angry, frustrated and afraid of lies ahead but I must continue reading . Come on Adam!